if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time
..wings of the chosen one...

Friday, July 20, 2007

i feel so lonely...i want to be loved and cared but it seems impossible...it seems like i'm the odd one out...but y? i dun understand...is loving someone so difficult?or izit being loved more difficult?i like him...but he really doesnt noe it...' y is life so complicated when your talking to me?' i think i falled in love with you... am i so difficult to be loved? izit because of my looks? i really dun noe? i noe i am not beautiful...i feel so depressed...i feel like dying...i dunno wad to do...love me...like me...dats all i need...is dat very difficult? i am a girl hu is not loved by anyone...a poor little girl...i wished i could just hold my breath and just die like dis...i am not loved by anyone, wad's the use of continuing to live on? live to be loved, dats wad i always thot, but now i felt that i was rong...no one will understand mine feelings, no one will noe it...is being loved really dat difficult? love...it's juz love...my fly-away love...

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:56 AM
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` here.waiting ;

    YAN-tianshi lover
    4/4
    loves him always...
    -chibang-

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